i never tought of starting a my own blog…. now…ya…i hav my blog…but is juz for fun…maybe it won’t last long…maybe…haha…i posted quite a lot of message on Yahoo! Group…than i thought maybe i can create my own blog..so that’s how this idea came in…

somebody said something like this before—"a blogger(spelling correct??)is someone who always thinks that his or her life is more exciting than the other"Agree??ya…i kinda agree…i other words…is shock sendiri lar…ya…since i became a tutor in mandrine class project in UKM…i know how to enjoy the moments of shock sendiri …it’s fun…coz u dun have to care how people look at u…i guess i’ll keep this habit up…i enjoy it…

well…i dunno wat to write for my 1st blog…since v r still one holiday…than mind as well juz talk about my holidays…

ya…i have been packing and unpacking for most of my holidays…my friend even ask me…y not stay at home??dun u miss home??

i miss home…i miss my mum and my sis a lot…me and my sis hav not meet each other for like a few months…(v do meet once in a while…but v din spend much time together)i feel bad…somtimes coz i din really spend a lot of time wif my family even though i’m on holiday…when my sis was on holiday..i went for camps…i keep myself busy for certain reason…juz wan to be busy so that i won’t think of somthing which i’m not suppose to think of…i gained a lot from my "buziness" but at the same time… i feel guilty..coz i only think of myself…never think of my family…sometimes i hate to be alone …i hate to be free.. nothing to do..so i take part in wat ever activities i can…juz to keep myself company…but wat about my mum…my sis…

luckily…my mum always support me…she never comment about the activities i join…i know she feels loney too somtimes…need company…i’ll try…

i’m not feeling well today…guess i need to stop here…

i hereby officially announce that my own blog is now available …to be read…

siwei